December 2011
22 posts
There’s some days I can’t look at myself in the mirror. I hate my face. It’s nothing like his. It’s not handsome or charming. It looks more cold and jaded. My face has all of his features but it’s still not him. Everyday I am reminded that the only match for my face is in these damn mirrors. But it doesn’t even look like him. Fucks sake. Doesn’t even look...
Dec 28th
Happy Christmas
I know its not Christmas, but I probably wont be on that day. So Happy Christmas everyone. I’m not a holiday person. If you don’t celebrate Christmas, happy whatever. If you don’t celebrate anything, more power to you. Please let me swwooonn you.  
Dec 24th
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Dec 21st
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I truely do love everyone… Until they open their big fat globs and start talking. Everyone has insecurities, i know. But to go on and on about how much you hate yourself is very… pathetic. You have to think that you are worth something, or else how will you get the love that you so desperately want? I will love you even with all of your flaws and insecurities, but youuuu have to also...
Dec 21st
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Dec 21st
564 notes
you areeeeeeeeeeee botiful.
and i, madam, am in lUHV with yor smile. it is radiant.
Dec 17th
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Dec 14th
268 notes
Think about what you are doing before you go break some ones heart. Even though they might not mean shit to you, you probably mean everything to them. So please please please be gentle when it comes to matters of the heart.
Dec 11th
Listenirefus3t0sink: Stay With Me - You Me At Six
Dec 11th
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Anonymous asked: I'm not happy. Not in the least. Every day I wake up and want to die, and the urge gets harder to resist. I feel like I've run out of reasons to keep going. Most days I feel like a gambler. "One more hand. Maybe I'll win something on this one." Gamblers fold eventually. I've started drinking again like I used to. I feel isolated. Like no one wants me unless I can give...
Dec 10th
Are you happy?
Dec 10th
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itmightbeserendipity asked: This is late, but still you stupid elephant people on tumblr dont love you cause you are amazing with words (its a reason.. but its only one of many).. we love you and missed you just cause you are an amazing person. Reading your post or just talking to you, helps people realize we're all in the same boat. Looking for the same destination. Anyways. It's nice to have you back.. and...
Dec 10th
Why do you get to be happy while I am dying? Why am I the only one that feels this pain? Fuck you. Forever. I’m building a bridge and getting over it……………. Then I’m burning that shit down. I’ll never look back. Never go back to you and what you put me through. Goodbye, I hope you’re not alright.
Dec 10th
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Dec 8th
94 notes
I feel brand new. I feel like I can do anything. I’m going to send these vibes out your screen and thu your body. I want everyone to feel the way I do right now.
Dec 8th
Dec 7th
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on sobriety.
I’m still sober. I’m very happy in my accomplishment to maintain this level. I can’t tell you how much money and time i save by not drinking anymore. I am a new person.
Dec 6th
Listenlove this song.
Dec 4th
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She doesn’t wait for me because she doesn’t need me. Not in all the ways I need her. She is too good for me she knows it. She stays with me anyways. She isn’t afraid I’ll run or be stolen away. Her eyes are warm like her embrace. Her words are tender like her kiss. She wasn’t made for the little things she does she was made to change the world. I’ll fall in love...
Dec 4th
Dec 4th
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Relationships are cruel
They start off with two people who are attracted, and blossom into two people that like eachother. Then two people that love eachother. Two people that can’t get enough of eachother. But then… Its only one person that wants the others company and one person that is having secound thoughts. One person is falling more and more in love and is blind to see that the other is falling out....
Dec 3rd
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Dec 3rd
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