December 2010
70 posts
About me.
My name is Chase, I was born in Ireland. I’m really laid back, and quiet. I’m one of those people who doesnt talk unless something NEEDS to be said. I feel like people listen to me more that way. But I guess I’m a pretty talkitive drunk (I don’t think so). I’m a hopless romantic trying to fall back in love with life, so I don’t lose myself. We’re in a...
About me.
My name is Chase, I was born in Ireland. I’m really laid back, and quiet. I’m one of those people who doesnt talk unless something NEEDS to be said. I feel like people listen to me more that way. But I guess I’m a pretty talkitive drunk (I don’t think so). I’m a hopless romantic trying to fall back in love with life, so I don’t lose myself. We’re in a...
If you leave please look me in the eye and say goodbye. Don’t coward out through the back. I’m not asking for an explanation, or even a hug. Tell me you are leaving face to face so I can learn to let you go instead of holding on to this false hope that someday you’ll come back. I deserve that much.
If you leave please look me in the eye and say goodbye. Don’t coward out through the back. I’m not asking for an explanation, or even a hug. Tell me you are leaving face to face so I can learn to let you go instead of holding on to this false hope that someday you’ll come back. I deserve that much.
Dear 2011,
Please be nice. 2010 wasn’t so great it was probably because of my atitude buut i promise I’ll change my ways if you help me through just a few months. I don’t feel like I’m asking to much, but if I am thats okay..
cirquedufreak95 asked: hello
cirquedufreak95 asked: hello
“I don’t really care if I’m healthy or not
Just clean my head up doc”
“I don’t really care if I’m healthy or not
Just clean my head up doc”
Me and my other half.
I’m competitve because I feel weak. I try to win at everything because I feel like a loser.
There is who I am and who I was. Two halfs of me. Who I was, was a son parents could be proud of, someone little sisters and cousins could look up to. I was smart, funny, some might even say charming. But now… I’m angry. I’m lost. I’m alone. I am not someone to be proud of, or...
Me and my other half.
I’m competitve because I feel weak. I try to win at everything because I feel like a loser.
There is who I am and who I was. Two halfs of me. Who I was, was a son parents could be proud of, someone little sisters and cousins could look up to. I was smart, funny, some might even say charming. But now… I’m angry. I’m lost. I’m alone. I am not someone to be proud of, or...
Merry Christmasss!
INTERNET I MISSED YOU. Sadly, I’m still not done here. And I only get a few to reply to messages queue my post and watch porn (jk I don’t watch porn.) heh….. righht.
Wana know something I’ve learned since I’ve been here? When you have no other option but to trust someone, you will trust them. And that gives me hope. I don’t trust people easily right now, but i...
What am I doing?
What am I doing?
No regrets.
As much as I would love to not have regrets I think it’s silly people say this. I understand why though, the greatest torture for a person is regret. Don’t agree? Than tell me what’s worse than regret?
Love one passed away? … How about regretting not telling that person how much they meant to you.
Breaking up with the greatest person to come into your life? Remember that...
No regrets.
As much as I would love to not have regrets I think it’s silly people say this. I understand why though, the greatest torture for a person is regret. Don’t agree? Than tell me what’s worse than regret?
Love one passed away? … How about regretting not telling that person how much they meant to you.
Breaking up with the greatest person to come into your life? Remember that...
You know what sucks?
Finally having someone good in your life and then you have to leave. I hate that! You leave because you are to scared, or you have “other things” going on, to busy whateveerr excuse you use to convince yourself you don’t deserve a good thing. Whatever. I do it all the time.
You know what sucks?
Finally having someone good in your life and then you have to leave. I hate that! You leave because you are to scared, or you have “other things” going on, to busy whateveerr excuse you use to convince yourself you don’t deserve a good thing. Whatever. I do it all the time.
Anonymous asked: i missedd youu although it was like you were never gone cuz your post are you bacckk back? or just back?
I have in my posession, a laptop.
WOOOO!
Love is the language every heart speaks.
Love is the language every heart speaks.
I know this. And this is all I know.
I’ve loved, lost, been betrayed, lied, hurt someone, died, came back to life, lost my self, failed, succeeded. And in all of that I can say I’ve lived a good life. Sometimes I feel like the bad out weigh the good but I don’t feel sad. I keep the good memories close. I let the negative stuff cloud my vision from all the great things in life. I won’t ever let that happen...
I know this. And this is all I know.
I’ve loved, lost, been betrayed, lied, hurt someone, died, came back to life, lost my self, failed, succeeded. And in all of that I can say I’ve lived a good life. Sometimes I feel like the bad out weigh the good but I don’t feel sad. I keep the good memories close. I let the negative stuff cloud my vision from all the great things in life. I won’t ever let that happen...
Pepper - Your face. SMILE TUMBLR. <3
No tears, no frowns, no ache, JUST SMILES. JUST...
No tears, no frowns, no ache, JUST SMILES. JUST...
Hey followers,
I miss you all alot. I can’t wait to get to a computer, I bet you guys are getting tired of these damn queued post. I bet some of you don’t know they are queued and are angry at me for not replying to your messages… Well NOW you know I’m not ignoring you at least :) Keep sending me messages though they’ll brighten my day when I finally get to read them. Talk to you...
Hey followers,
I miss you all alot. I can’t wait to get to a computer, I bet you guys are getting tired of these damn queued post. I bet some of you don’t know they are queued and are angry at me for not replying to your messages… Well NOW you know I’m not ignoring you at least :) Keep sending me messages though they’ll brighten my day when I finally get to read them. Talk to you...
When you wake up and don't feel like doing...
just don’t. Stay in bed. Take a day off. Most people will tell you thats the times you should get up and do something… but why? SHIET. If you need to take time, take it. But as soon as YOU are ready, get out of bed. Put clean clothes on. Look your best and tell the world to suck it :)
If asked why I love her I would say It’s the sway in her hips, the thickness in her thighs. It’s the lust in her lips, the love in her eyes. It’s the softness of her skin, the silk in her hair. It’s the twist in her walk; it’s the sweetness in her talk. It’s the way she loves me that makes me love her each day.
“Love bears all things, believes all things, hopes all things, endures all...”
Anonymous asked: you need to post a gratuitous photo asap. cause i think youre really cute, but i cant judge all that well cause your picture is so small on my dash.
Love, your secret admirer ;) <3
Love, your secret admirer ;) <3
My fears.
I’m not afriad of dying, or living, or loving. But I am afraid of losing. I don’t want to ever lose anything not my old clothes, my old watches and art, not my friends or family. I am afraid of losing. So I try and keep everything and everyone close, but in the end everyone must leave eventually. And keeping them close for so long to have them leave hurts more than having them ripped...
24 post.
I have 24 post in the queue. I’ll add a billion more tonight. Trying to keep consistant =p Soo.. My last night before I’m shipped off somewhere in the wilderness. (justkidding. not actually in the wilderness…kinda of) I’m having a little go away party :) Maybe I’ll get David to post some so you can see how i get doowwnn ;] You’re all invited btw. Starts at 9....
The only thing I ever loved was you
2 days left.
David is all torn up… and looking for a new “temporary” roomate -_- (anyone interested?) I think his girlfriend is gonna move in.
As for me, I’m excited and nervous. Its like I’m scared but it makes it that much more worth it. It feels like I’m standing on a bridge about to bungee jump wondering if the rope will snap, if for some freak reason a flying alligator...